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Life Update and New Ventures
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So I have been spending time away from writing due to COVID-19 spiraling me into a multitude of interests while cooped in my apartment jobless. One of which happened to be finally taking people up on the suggestion of Twitch.tv
Was a slow start due to the uncomfortableness of speaking to a screen regardless of people watching or not. I still haven't quiiiite found my niche but I'm enjoying it all the same. I even was able to reach Affiliate and as a result and created a Discord Channel for my eventual growing community. I also reached out to a friend to commission emotes :3 I'm only allowed to get permission on 3 emotes for Twitch Affiliate til I grow as a streamer but, til then I have 2 packages of emotes to add to my Discord. I'm beyond excited. Below is a picture of my first pack and links to my Twitch, Discord, and Instagram channels 
Hopefully this will reach a few new eyes
On the subject of writing though, now that my life is balancing out a bit more I plan to dive back into some creative writings as well. I'm sure some High School friends will be excited to know I will be reaching out to my old characters of Autoburro since that's one story world I feel will never end for me <3
Til next time, I hope everyone stays safe and mentally healthy <3
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It's been a while since posting here but I needed a place to just vent this out lol. Cause most people I mention this to just don't understand. Either they tease me or insinuate I am behind on the times and should have gotten into it sooner. BUT moving on!
I remember attempting to play it way back when but for whatever reason I put it down. I think before it was because I pursued it as a dating sim and messed up the story somehow. Annnyway, IT IS SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT! Ugh! It is just so frickin beautifully written <3 LOL I even got one of my friends sucked into it for a while too. Funny enough I unconsciously pursued the characters in the proper order my second attempt and I am so glad I did! It unfolds so frickin magically <3 I CANNOT get enough of this game. I recently finished 707's route and even spent the extra hourglasses on the secret endings <3 WORTH IT. So wonderful and so heartbreaking. I am in love with 707. He is my favorite of all the choices and I knew from the beginning. Playing his storyline just sealed the deal with me. I want to make a plushie of him so bad <3
Aside from story, just the way it made me feel was magical. I had some stuff go down this past year or so and it hardened me up...A LOT. To the point where I started seeing this wonderful guy but I just couldn't get myself to open up. Posting this makes me feel a little silly but...this game reminded me of how I use to be. Reminded me of my old hopeless romantic self. The me that dreamed of my happy ending someday. It even got a bit of my creative juices going. Long story short this game came back into my life at a point where I felt it necessary and now I am obsessed lol. I want to 100% and give it all my love and support.
end rant.
Thanks anyone who happened to listen. And if you have the time to spare to a real-time based game. You should definitely check it out <3
I remember attempting to play it way back when but for whatever reason I put it down. I think before it was because I pursued it as a dating sim and messed up the story somehow. Annnyway, IT IS SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT! Ugh! It is just so frickin beautifully written <3 LOL I even got one of my friends sucked into it for a while too. Funny enough I unconsciously pursued the characters in the proper order my second attempt and I am so glad I did! It unfolds so frickin magically <3 I CANNOT get enough of this game. I recently finished 707's route and even spent the extra hourglasses on the secret endings <3 WORTH IT. So wonderful and so heartbreaking. I am in love with 707. He is my favorite of all the choices and I knew from the beginning. Playing his storyline just sealed the deal with me. I want to make a plushie of him so bad <3
Aside from story, just the way it made me feel was magical. I had some stuff go down this past year or so and it hardened me up...A LOT. To the point where I started seeing this wonderful guy but I just couldn't get myself to open up. Posting this makes me feel a little silly but...this game reminded me of how I use to be. Reminded me of my old hopeless romantic self. The me that dreamed of my happy ending someday. It even got a bit of my creative juices going. Long story short this game came back into my life at a point where I felt it necessary and now I am obsessed lol. I want to 100% and give it all my love and support.
end rant.
Thanks anyone who happened to listen. And if you have the time to spare to a real-time based game. You should definitely check it out <3
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New Horizons?
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Hey All! As usual it has been a while since I last wrote anything, and I have been in such a writing slump I felt that maybe writing a new journal entry could be what helps me get into the swing of things.
Currently I have gone back to my first job. It's not terrible, but I've been wanting to advance there and it doesn't seem to really be an option at the moment. Part of me does feel slightly selfish. I can eventually get where I want if I wait. But I know I have the skills, I have been told I am a leader and one of the best workers but for whatever reason I have other people advancing before me. I am even in charge of training and I am look towards for a lot of responsibility. Even though I am technically just an average worker...sorry end that rant >.<
Anyway, currently looking at other opportunities and am actually excited to explore some other career paths. I am really hoping to get an email or call back from the last place I currently interviewed at but we will see.
Aside from the work stuff, suppose we can move onto what what I have of a social life. After getting out of my last relationship I have been trying to reach out to old friends and connect to my older self. Somehow lost track of a lot of things I loved to do and am slowly on the path to getting back on track. It has come to my attention that being single is probably the best move for me at the moment. there is just so much I want to do and to be in a relationship, it tends to distract me from all of that. I've also been getting into videogames a lot more again
Thanks to a new friend I FINALLY played Portal and have recently started Portal 2. I also purchased a PS4 and have been frequenting that a bit. Was playing A LOT of Overwatch for a while lol. Umm...what else. Oh! one of the biggest things yet! An old friend from High School is getting married this Saturday! So frickin excited for her!! <3 She's a such a sweet person and to see her meet a man who is so supporting and loving to her and her aspirations is all I ever want for my friends <3 <3 I'm especially happy I get to be a part of the celebration :3
Well...I suppose that is it for now. This did help getting a little flow to the creative juices. I may look back at some old unfinished writings and develop those. Until Next Time! :3
Currently I have gone back to my first job. It's not terrible, but I've been wanting to advance there and it doesn't seem to really be an option at the moment. Part of me does feel slightly selfish. I can eventually get where I want if I wait. But I know I have the skills, I have been told I am a leader and one of the best workers but for whatever reason I have other people advancing before me. I am even in charge of training and I am look towards for a lot of responsibility. Even though I am technically just an average worker...sorry end that rant >.<
Anyway, currently looking at other opportunities and am actually excited to explore some other career paths. I am really hoping to get an email or call back from the last place I currently interviewed at but we will see.
Aside from the work stuff, suppose we can move onto what what I have of a social life. After getting out of my last relationship I have been trying to reach out to old friends and connect to my older self. Somehow lost track of a lot of things I loved to do and am slowly on the path to getting back on track. It has come to my attention that being single is probably the best move for me at the moment. there is just so much I want to do and to be in a relationship, it tends to distract me from all of that. I've also been getting into videogames a lot more again
Thanks to a new friend I FINALLY played Portal and have recently started Portal 2. I also purchased a PS4 and have been frequenting that a bit. Was playing A LOT of Overwatch for a while lol. Umm...what else. Oh! one of the biggest things yet! An old friend from High School is getting married this Saturday! So frickin excited for her!! <3 She's a such a sweet person and to see her meet a man who is so supporting and loving to her and her aspirations is all I ever want for my friends <3 <3 I'm especially happy I get to be a part of the celebration :3
Well...I suppose that is it for now. This did help getting a little flow to the creative juices. I may look back at some old unfinished writings and develop those. Until Next Time! :3
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Random Writings and Scribbles...?
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Hey guys!
It's been a while since I've done a journel or ANY kind of activity on here but...here I am lol. I hope you all have been well for whoever reads this and that we are all having some nice weather :3
Lets move on now shall we, UPDATES!
School~
For anyone I haven't told yet, I am going to school for Business with a focus on Entrepreneurship. Grade wise I'm actually pretty on top of things. It's not the campus life I always dreamed of because its an online school but they do offer a few blended (classroom) classes which I really like Aside from that there's not much to say. I have two weeks left for this term and then I get a 1 week break before the next term starts.
Work~
This'll be a fast one lol I am STILL unemployed -.- been sending applications here and there and maybe I will get someone who wants me xD As a fall back I've been told I should hop on the Twitch train to try and make a few bucks. that or sell some knitting works lol either way...its a uphill battle xD
Life~
Mmmm well what can I say about this. It's actually getting better. There are some changes I am getting use to but little things here and there are keeping me going I feel I have lost a few people but at the same time I've strengthened other relationships and some old ones that fell apart are actually coming together again. So maybe the end of this year will have a happy ending ^-^ A lots changing and I know not all of it's bad.
OMG I completely forgot to bring up what the Title talks about LMAO!!! I have a few things in my flashdrive and was thinking...should I post them? I may anyways without waiting for answers but I was curious on ya'lls opinions. I know I have one short story between Gabriel and Renee - they are from two different worlds but I needed to have them interact to let our my own emotions one day and idk I think it was pretty nice lol.
It's been a while since I've done a journel or ANY kind of activity on here but...here I am lol. I hope you all have been well for whoever reads this and that we are all having some nice weather :3
Lets move on now shall we, UPDATES!
School~
For anyone I haven't told yet, I am going to school for Business with a focus on Entrepreneurship. Grade wise I'm actually pretty on top of things. It's not the campus life I always dreamed of because its an online school but they do offer a few blended (classroom) classes which I really like
Aside from that there's not much to say. I have two weeks left for this term and then I get a 1 week break before the next term starts. Work~
This'll be a fast one lol I am STILL unemployed -.- been sending applications here and there and maybe I will get someone who wants me xD As a fall back I've been told I should hop on the Twitch train to try and make a few bucks. that or sell some knitting works lol either way...its a uphill battle xD
Life~
Mmmm well what can I say about this. It's actually getting better. There are some changes I am getting use to but little things here and there are keeping me going
I feel I have lost a few people but at the same time I've strengthened other relationships and some old ones that fell apart are actually coming together again. So maybe the end of this year will have a happy ending ^-^ A lots changing and I know not all of it's bad.OMG I completely forgot to bring up what the Title talks about LMAO!!! I have a few things in my flashdrive and was thinking...should I post them? I may anyways without waiting for answers but I was curious on ya'lls opinions. I know I have one short story between Gabriel and Renee - they are from two different worlds but I needed to have them interact to let our my own emotions one day and idk I think it was pretty nice lol.
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Start Anew
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Soooo.....Lets get that rant down as my main journal xD
There has been a lot going on in my life physically and emotionally and with the help of all my friends I've been able to push through. No one is ever quite out of the woods but, as I've reached this clearing I've come to discover I need to change. It's not a bad change and I'm slightly excited to start embracing it. I've decided I need to use all these past events that have occurred in my life to form a new Catarina.
I have gotten a few glances of what the new me will be like and while most won't notice, inside I know the changes are there and it makes me hopeful towards the future. Too long I've been stressed out, sad, and/or angry over things...not anymore.
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
I intend to do just that. It will be difficult but I'm tired of blaming my life struggles on someone or something else; I create my own happiness and no one should have the power to convince me otherwise
Hope you all are having a great time and have had opportunities to enjoy this beautiful weather
There has been a lot going on in my life physically and emotionally and with the help of all my friends I've been able to push through. No one is ever quite out of the woods but, as I've reached this clearing I've come to discover I need to change. It's not a bad change and I'm slightly excited to start embracing it. I've decided I need to use all these past events that have occurred in my life to form a new Catarina.
I have gotten a few glances of what the new me will be like and while most won't notice, inside I know the changes are there and it makes me hopeful towards the future. Too long I've been stressed out, sad, and/or angry over things...not anymore.
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
I intend to do just that. It will be difficult but I'm tired of blaming my life struggles on someone or something else; I create my own happiness and no one should have the power to convince me otherwise
Hope you all are having a great time and have had opportunities to enjoy this beautiful weather
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